Sunday, March 18, 2012

Mary Jane

Gustong gusto ko magblog. As in. Gustong gusto ko. Ang problema ko lang palagi, kapag nakaharap na ako sa computer, wala ako maisip na isulat. Writer's block? Hindi naman ako nauusuhan nun. Hindi naman ako writer. Ang naiisip ko lang, wala na yatang interesting na nangyayari sa buhay ko. My life is so frighteningly monotonous that I don't even know kung saan ako huhugot ng interesting topics.

But again, there are many interesting topics to talk about, like the frickin' impeachment trial, for example. Or the ICCs attempt at sabotaging Senator Miriam Defensor-Santiago, or the Kony Project... or even the famine that is Africa and the hypocrisy that is the Holy See. Pero wala eh... hindi ko maisulat. They require a lot of research before I could put down indisputable facts. I don't wanna end up like a laughing stock for the few people who read my blog (if there were any, for that matter). So, see? No matter how much I wanna be noble,  chicken ako. Hahaha. The internet is a scary place, albeit, I find my comfort in this scary place.

Wow, nakakatatlong paragraph na ako. May nasasabi na din pala ako kahit paano. Ang hirap no? Mahirap sumabay sa takbo ng utak ko. Pabiling-biling. Hindi pumipirmi. Ang gusto ko lang talaga, kahit paano, mabawasan yung laman nito ( hindi naman maubos kasi ano na ko nun), yung medyo gumaan lang...

Kagaya ng epekto ng Maryjane. If you know what I mean.

3 comments:

  1. i've always been a reader of your blog haha and I feel the same way ;)-gixx

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  2. aw thank you gixx! kaya yung sayo photoblog? hahah! umiiyak browser ko hahaha!

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  3. oo sakin HAHAHA sorry na! lahat highres eh lol
    keep blogging,im reading! :)

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